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Name: Cars
Gender: Female
Interests: Star Trek, Computers, Books, Life, People, The Way People Think, Motorcycles, Politics, Religion, Why People Harm Themselves (maybe i should just write psychology?), Psychology, Good Food, Watching Drunk People
Occupation: Student
Website: visit my website
MSN: carsqn@hotmail.com
Member Since:
6/14/2005
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| So here I leave with some lyrics:
Artist: Three Days Grace
Song: Just Like You
Album: Three Days Grace
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
On my own
Cause I can’t take living with you
I’m alone
So I won’t turn out like you want me to
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
Artist: Thirsty Merc
Song: Emancipate Myself
Album: Thirsty Merc
Every breath you t(take)
As if I'd sing that song to you,
You probably think you deserve it at the present time
But if only you knew how you treated me
When we were together then you might understand.
Remember the time you made me wait for a month when you had exams,
Which I was cool about but then the night you finished you barred me from all your plans
And you went out with other people.
Now I'll always give you the benefit of the doubt
And I think there's enough natural maturity floating around with
The tension and release times to even out between two people like you and me.
And I've been thinking and since we've broken up
I've realised things were mostly in your favour
And a normal person wouldn't put up with this
But for some stupid reason I don't wanna move on.
And now I'm stuck in a moment
It's bad for my health
Well I'm gone
If I don't emancipate myself
Now I gotta say that all of this is coming down on me like a tonne of bricks at this present time,
I don't have much cash, and I'm just trying to figure out the rest of my life.
But I think a lot of people would agree that all you need is a feeling of freedom
And when you're in emotional limbo, everything think about and do is filtered through that.
But I don't wanna make you unhappy or jealous in any way
Because ultimately in life it's your own choice who you surround yourself with,
And I'm responsible for those things too.
And I've treated people badly at times in relationships
And maybe what you're doing is some kind of payback for all those past lives,
But that also doesn't change the fact that
Now I'm stuck in a moment
It's bad for my health
Well I'm gone
If I don't emancipate myself
There's no spirit to find me
And no wishing well
Well I'm gone
If I don't emancipate myself
Bridge:
Set me free
Alright
I've gotta get myself out of this thing
If it's the last thing I ever do
So what'cha gonna do now?
What you gonna keep me hanging on or something are you?
You gonna keep me hanging on
You gonna keep me hanging on
You gonna keep me hanging on
You gonna keep me hanging on
You gonna keep me hanging on
'Cos I have a feeling it's all in my own mind and if I have anything to do with it
Knowing me I enjoy putting myself through this kind of trauma to a degree, How 'bout you?
Thought so
Maybe you shouldn't call me anymore because I need some time to get to know myself again,
Then once again we say it's final then I'm gonna miss you even more, even the most.
I don't want you to know that I'm missing you,
Yeah let's establish even more communication breakdown and then wonder why later on
All the honesty and trust is gone between us.
Now I'm stuck in a moment
It's bad for my health
Well I'm gone
If I don't emancipate myself
There's no spirit to find me
And no wishing well
Well I'm gone
If I don't emancipate myself
Got to get out
Well this things been going on for too long baby
And I've got to do something for myself for a while
Cos you've been treating me so bad for so long
And it just can't go on, it can't go on.
Well I don't want you calling me on the telephone,
And I don't wanna see your face no more
Yeah, that's right
Artist: Oasis
Song: Don't Look Back In Anger
Album: (What's The Story) Morning Glory
Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away
So I start a revolution from my bed
'Cause you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
And so, Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows, if it's night or day.
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away
I'm gonna start the revolution from my bed
'Cause you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside 'cause summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
'Cause you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
And so, Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as she's walking on by.
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say
(instrumental)
So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
I heard you say
So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late and she's walking on by
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger, don't look back in anger
I heard you say
At least not today.
I won't be writing on here anymore. If anyone wants to contact me, email me at carsqn@gmail.com
Peace
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| first: http://jedi.school.nz/images/chucknorris.jpg
second: i ran the Internet Club session at the library this week, which involved some people coming in to use the computers for a couple of hours, and if they had any questions for me, then i would answer them. I'm pretty much used to doing this on a daily basis at work anyway, so it wasn't that hard. In fact, it was a better setting when I only have 5-6 people for two hours, cause then at least I get to sit around and focus on answering questions, and not be interrupted all the bloody time when I've got work needing to be done.
Aaaanyway, one of the ladies was working with the NT Writers group, and I told her that I was too afraid to go see them about my own writing, because I'm afraid of really harsh criticism. She told me I was silly, and everyone she'd met at NT Writer's was really nice with only constructive feedback, then she asked me what kind of writing I do, and I said Sci Fi (which is partially true, I mean I did write that screenplay...). She was then further impressed, and said I should definitely look into it. So I dunno, I gave her my email and name, so we'll see. I'm not even sure I have time these days, so much to do, so little time...
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| Some of the things you end up writing when you're doing psychology...
"Overall it seems
completely possible that a sheep would be able to accomplish all of the
activities it currently is capable of, such as walking, talking (or sheep
communication within the species)..."
I'm going to Melbourne this weekend, and I'm busy with work and uni lately. I haven't been simming, no, I'm not simming on any sims, and am I sad? No. Funnily enough, I've got more important things to worry about. I'm so sick of people insinuating towards me that because I'm not simming, then something is wrong with me. Like wanting to write my own stuff, or move out of home, or get a full time job, or finish my frickin degree which I've been doing for the last 3 years, or anything else, isn't good enough to fill the voids in my life? They want me to take up simming as well, or suddenly I'm that anti-social online person? Jeez, I have EMAIL you know....
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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| So it's Friday in mid July in NY City, which means it's stinking hot. But that's okay, because I'm about to meet some awesome people. I already think they're pretty awesome, but I didn't realise just how awesome they were until I met them properly.
MoMA is the Museum of Modern Art, and the main reasons I went there was for 1) Van Gogh, and 2) To meet my internet buddies. To those who I now hear mentally screaming 'Carmen you idiot, meeting people online is dangerous! You do Psychology, you should know better, yadda yadda something about traps and ploys to capture people, something axe murderers'. Well, let me say this, 1) Public space, ever tried to kill someone in a public place? It's really hard to Not Be Seen. 2) I've talked to these people for well over 3 years, so I think I knew what I was getting myself into, not to mention the conversation exchange between us is sometimes even more personal than how personal I get with my Real Life friends. Part of it is the anonymity, but the other part is that these online friends understand, and accept, and if I'm weird, that's okay. Lastly, 3) Meeting people you talked to online for over 6 months is no different than going to a bar late at night after having 4 drinks and hitting on someone. In fact, it's less dangerous, because I met these people during the day, in a public place, while sober. So nyah.
Anyway, rant (for that) over. I told nikki I was going to NY at least a year and a half ago, then solidified it a year ago. We agreed to meet, she brought along her husband Chris, and then we invited the others from the SS Walkabout sim. Only two others agreed to come, and in the end only one other person came along, which was Kitty (red hair, green hat). When I meet new people, I'm not so much worried about how they'll seem to me, as much as how I'll seem to them. Apparently, according to nikki, I'm bubbly (which I suppose is good, I mean, it could be worse right? I mean, it could be smelly and obnoxious...). I found them all to be great company, with amusing moments with all of them. With all of my friends I always think if I lived on a street with them, would it be okay? If I lived on a street with Chris, Nikki and Kitty, I'd be eternally happy.
Meanwhile, Van Gogh was great. Seeing the paintings up close, I just wanted to stand there and stare at them all day. Then take one home with me, so every now and then I could look at them and stare at them while at home. Of course, that would be stealing, not to mention it's a major piece of art, sooo I just might get in trouble for that. So instead I bought a Van Gogh book detailing a lot of his art (if not all, including early sketches which are just amazing), as well as his life. And it only cost 14 bucks, as opposed to the 14,000 bucks for bail I'd probably gain for trying to steal an original piece xD
Anyways, dinner time is now. Must go. Hope everyone who reads this is well. =)
    
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| 2 years ago, a guy stood in a shopping mall holding a sign with big large black letters on a white background that said:
FREE HUGS
He go attention, he got youtube videos, he got banned, he got signatures (10,000 of them), he got media exposure, he got Youtube Video of the Year, and of course he got a lot of hugs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4
And again, more Dr. Horrible lyrics (from what I can hear anyway, release the damn CD already!).
Song: It's A Brand New Day (it could be called anything really, it could be called 'You're Gonna Die' or 'Dr. Horrible's Epiphany' or anything like that xD)
Singer: Dr. Horrible (Neil Patrick Harris)
Music By: Jed & Joss Whedon
Lyrics By: Jed & Joss Whedon, & Maurissa Tancharoen
This appeared as a moral dilemma
'Cause at first it was weird though I swore to eliminate
The worst of the plague that devoured humanity
It's true I was vague on the how so I'll canopy
That you, have shown me the light
It's a brand new day
And the sun is high
All the birds are singin' that you're gonna die
How I hesitated, now I wonder why
It's a brand new day
All the times that you beat me unconscious
I forgive all the crimes incomplete, listen honestly I'll live
Mr. Cool, Mr. Right, Mr. Know-it-all, it's true
Now the future's so bright and I owe it all
To you, who showed me the light
It's a brand new me
I got no remorse
Now the water's risin' but I know the course
I'm gonna shock the world, gonna show Bad Horse
It's a brand new day
And penny will see the evil me
Not a joke, not a dork, not a failure
And she may cry, but her tears will dry
When I hand her the keys to a shiny new Australia (Cars Note: Say What???? I laughed so hard when I heard that part)
It's a brand new day
Yeah the sun is high
All the angels sing because you're gonna die
Go ahead and laugh
Yeah I'm a funny guy
Tell everyone goodbye...
It's a brand new day.
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